tis is how i spend mi vdae... haha



went to yuenling room 2 hang out! haha juz mi yl n geoky bt its beri fun lah.. haha vdae can oso b friendship dae in mi bk.. haha take photo while waiting for pizza to arrive!




greedy us! yummy spicy chicken drumlets.. a muz hav if eat pizza.. haha i ate 4 leh.. out of 10.. feel guilty after tat.. haha

then after tinking wat to do with e rest of e nite.. we decided to go K!! haha went kbox from 930 to 1am.. haha tot we decided nt to go near to any luv-related items or activities tat will hav couples ard.. haha but in e end e temptation is too hard to resist.. haha we sang until 12am then we all cheered.. cos its 15th feb already! stupid dj on radio kp saeing its 14th feb.. n then muz add a vdae day at e back everytime he report e time n date.. haha actually i nt beri anti vdae lah juz wan to act anti... haha its suppose to b a dae of romance mah..

anw it was a great dae still! =)

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its 1.47am.yet i nt slpy.nw marks e end of cny liao. how time flies.. soon it b mid-term break n b exams then hols.. time realli waits for no man..sumtimes i realli wan one day to have 48 hrs n i will use 24 hrs of it for slping.. so shuang!daydreaming again as usual...

so many new songs on e radio! makes mi wanna go kbox again! cross mi fingers! lately NUS hav many singing comp, talentquest nw stardust... i will enjoy watching them but i dun tink i b joining any. seriously. singing has always been a passion in mi life.listening to music.playing e piano.singing along.kbox.all tis sum up to e word passion. ppl kp saeing if u hav e passion u can go far..sumhow passion is nt enuff.natural born talent is essential.so wat if u hav an okie voice. w/o e stage presence or showmanship it wun seem rite.having a great singing voice is a major part of singing career but w/o charisma n looks.. how to go far.. e reality is cruel in tat sense. there r opp where i can hav a chance to c how far can i go by entering into comp, to improve, learn from others but there is alwaz a strong feeling in mi head tat prevents all tis.. i tot it was shy n coward of mi..but then i realize e reason is beyond such factors.. e reason y i enjoy singing is bcos it helps mi relax n enable mi to bring out mi feelings in a diff wae. i scare comp will cause mi to create any negative tots i hav for singing.or any yin1 ying2. i dun wan such tots.

its gonna b a speedy wk ahead considering vdae, steamboat,supper then hall pdn.. all in a wk.. hope everytink turns out as hoped! =)

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vdae is cuming.. all lovers out there.. headache on wat to buy 4 vdae.. haha tats e gd side of being single.. dun hav to worry! haha okie.. i juz being lame.. i guess giving n receiving gift is beri nice feeling.. will be beri sweet one.. sighz...anw i b selling flowers for mi foc comm so anyone reading tis n wan door delivery tag mi or msg mi k!!

tis song juz bring out e vdae mood in mi.. i dedicate to all lovers or soon b lovers out there! =)

My Valentine - Martina McBride

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you

If there were no tears
No way to feel inside I
'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

All of my life I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine
La da da Da da da da

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i need Is you, my valentine
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

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tis year is a great CNY actually! firstly cos it stretches from fri to tue! n i manage to catch up on mi slp! slping all e wae till 12pm e next dae is a xiang shou man! i alwaz tink tat slping is a waste of time.. but nw i reallie cherish e amt of slp i had! haha n.. i realized tat everynite bef u slp.. if u can tink of sumtink or sumone tat made u smile.. its enough to be considered a great dae! =)

ytd was e best out of e 4 hols cos i went visiting with old buddies! first stop was jy's hse! e sad tink was we juz started playing mahjong n lady luck was on mi side.. but then we switched to blackjack instead! sadz.. in total, out of so many ppl onli jy won $$ lah.. looks like its true tat u will hav luck while playing host at ur hse! jy u owe us a treat!! n p.s eleen dearie... i wan e photos!!! hate u lah.. 2nd time in e row.. nv stay over =(

at nite, i went back hall with yuenling n we went jogging! haha had a blast oso! we started jogging at 1020.. then went to west coast park 2 tok! so romantic hor! haha climb e spiderweb.. yl u muz b proud of urself tat u climb 2 e top! haha its esp windy up at e top n a nice place to hang out n relax! pics taken at e top! haha



after e jog.. we headed back n split at fongseng.. e journey back alone was abit scary esp during 11+ at nite n i was beri conscious of wateva sound tat i hear.. cowardy behaviour hor.. did sum tinking n realize tat i hav grown abit.. nt tat i praising miself but i tink i learn to take things nt as seriously n nt alwaz as wat they seem.. most imptly.. dun try let other ppl affect ur tinking... although tat is sumtink i reallie need to work on! haha..

i extract tis from a show.. "happiness is nt sumtink u deserve... it is sumtink u r blessed with.. so if u have tat blessing.. consider it as a gift..." right nw, i nt sure about me but i'm happie...

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